First Snow!

You know what it is like once you realize that you can really make anything! It's like your head begins to spin from all the things you want to create and make happen! I can't even do my homework, because I get so distracted! It is as if I have finally realized what it is that makes me happy in life, and I don't want to waste any time not doing it.

But then there is also this whole notion of self value and people actually liking what you create and do. Everyone has that, right? You want to be accepted and loved for who you are, are you not? Well I do, I feel like I want to be able to make something that is pretty, that others would want to stop and look at and maybe even say something about it, you know what I mean? Do you have that, or am I the only one? I am sure we all need some kind of reassurance that we are good in something.

Don't get me wrong, I have a loving husband and his family loves me and my family does as well and they like my little creations, but then I look at other people and the whole world likes what they make...

Hm... I don't know how to explain it. Of course it's not all about that, it's more important to keep doing what you like no matter what. Plus no one ever said it was bad. And I am only in the beginning of my journey, there are so many things to learn - next one is ball jointed dolls! Oh I am so excited, you will see them soon! I hope...

Oh and we went to the forest today and it was snowing - we had great time and then had some hot coco to warm up, because it was COLD! I worked out some pictures that I really like - these are officially the first photos of snow that I captured on this camera, exciting, huh? ;)